The D-word. It's most people's worst fear, but, in a bittersweet（苦乐参半的） way, it was my greatest joy. In divorce, you gain something and you lose something. There is no way around it, and in the end, it is best for everyone, whether they know it at the time or not.
I'm thirteen years old, and I know what it feels like when parents split up, because mine did last fall.
My parents had been unhappy for years. When my father started cheating on my mom, things went downhill. I thought they would divorce instantly. I tried to picture my life after my parents split up -- living at my mom's house during the week, and my father's house on the weekend. I was scared. But my mom decided to be the bigger person and try to stick it out, so that my siblings（兄弟姐妹） and I would know what it was like to have a family. Things didn't get better though.
I would always strain to hear the quiet arguments they didn't want me to hear. They weren't getting along and they weren't happy. But I could tell that they didn't know what they would do if they broke up. They took comfort in just coming home to someone, no matter what they had done. They were both scared, even if they didn't admit it. They would face their problems, together or apart, and know that when things got bad -- they had each other. People don't like change and they don't want to find out what could happen. Most people don't want to take a chance because there is a fifty percent chance the result could come out good or a fifty percent chance that it won't. I learned though, that you dictate your own future and when someone is pulling you down, you can change their impact on you and that is just what I did.
My father had never really been there for me. He was there physically but not emotionally. He yelled a lot and never really showed any interest in going to my piano recitals or watching my dance performances. Everything we asked him to do, he had another excuse -- a lie. We just sort of ignored it and went on with our lives like nothing was the matter.
Then last summer, there was real trouble in paradise. My siblings and I went out to Los Angeles to pursue acting and while we were out there, my father cheated on my mom again, and this time my brother, sister, and I all found out. He was going to make us move back to Florida and leave L.A. forever. L.A. was the best thing that had ever happened to me, my brother, my sister, and my mom. We were finally all happy. We decided to stay in L.A. and leave my father in Florida.
Our actions resulted in divorce. We didn't know if we were making the right decision or not. My mom went back and forth. She wanted what was best for her children. She confronted me and asked me if I thought we should go back to Florida or stay in Los Angeles. I replied, "There is nothing in Florida for us anymore. Out here in L.A., we have so many dreams that can come true. We shouldn't let him abuse us anymore. Finally, we are free."
My brother, sister, mom, and I finally were able to start over and let our happiness rise to new levels. We were allowed to become whoever we wanted to be and let our dreams soar to the sky. We weren't overshadowed by my dad anymore, and he couldn't hold his reputation and actions above our heads. Sometimes I still wonder what life would be like if my parents had not divorced, and I become deeply upset
The divorce was the best thing that had ever happened to me and the rest of my family. I don't regret anything
I will always remember what my mom said to me every time I would become upset over everything that had happened. "We are going to rise above." And we did. I gained my life back from the divorce and now I am the happiest I have been in my whole life.
Everyone thought my life before was perfect. The trophy mom, the successful father, a cute brother, a wonderful actress as a sister, and then me. I was the perfect child that every parent wanted. The girl who received all A plusses on her report card, cared
But I wasn't -- and neither was my life, so I never will regret the divorce and no one else should either. People who divorce take a chance to make their lives better.
Finally, I accept that love doesn't always last. If, in your heart you can feel something is not right, then follow your heart. In the end it's going to be your only true guide. To have and to hold. For richer or poorer. Your heart will never let you down.
相关单词：decided
decided解释：adj.决定了的，坚决的；明显的，明确的
decided例句：
This gave them a decided advantage over their opponents.这使他们比对手具有明显的优势。
There is a decided difference between British and Chinese way of greeting.英国人和中国人打招呼的方式有很明显的区别。
相关单词：siblings
siblings解释：n.兄弟，姐妹( sibling的名词复数 )
siblings例句：
A triplet sleeps amongst its two siblings. 一个三胞胎睡在其两个同胞之间。 来自《简明英汉词典》
She has no way of tracking the donor or her half-siblings down. 她没办法找到那个捐精者或她的兄弟姐妹。 来自时文部分
相关单词：dictate
dictate解释：v.口授；(使)听写；指令，指示，命令
dictate例句：
It took him a long time to dictate this letter.口述这封信花了他很长时间。
What right have you to dictate to others?你有什么资格向别人发号施令？
相关单词：physically
physically解释：adj.物质上，体格上，身体上，按自然规律
physically例句：
He was out of sorts physically,as well as disordered mentally.他浑身不舒服，心绪也很乱。
Every time I think
相关单词：recitals
recitals解释：n.独唱会( recital的名词复数 )；独奏会；小型音乐会、舞蹈表演会等；一系列事件等的详述
recitals例句：
His recitals have earned him recognition as a talented performer. 他的演奏会使他赢得了天才演奏家的赞誉。 来自《简明英汉词典》
Her teachers love her playing, and encourage her to recitals. 她的老师欣赏她的演奏，并鼓励她举办独奏会。 来自互联网
相关单词：acting
acting解释：n.演戏，行为，假装；adj.代理的，临时的，演出用的
acting例句：
Ignore her,she's just acting.别理她，她只是假装的。
During the seventies,her acting career was in eclipse.在七十年代，她的表演生涯黯然失色。
相关单词：forth
forth解释：adv.向前；向外，往外
forth例句：
The wind moved the trees gently back and forth.风吹得树轻轻地来回摇晃。
He gave forth a series of works in rapid succession.他很快连续发表了一系列的作品。
相关单词：trophy
trophy解释：n.优胜旗，奖品，奖杯，战胜品，纪念品
trophy例句：
The cup is a cherished trophy of the company.那只奖杯是该公司很珍惜的奖品。
He hung the lion's head as a trophy.他把那狮子头挂起来作为狩猎纪念品。
