When he told me he was leaving I felt like a vase which has just smashed. There were pieces of me all over the tidy, tan（黄褐色的） tiles（瓷砖）. He kept talking, telling me why he was leaving, explaining it was for the best, I could do better, it was his fault and not mine. I had heard it before many times and yet somehow was still not immune; perhaps one did not become immune to such felony（重罪）. He left and I tried to get on with my life. I filled the kettle and put it on to boil, I took out my old red mug and filled it with coffee watching as each coffee granule slipped in to the bone china. That was what my life had been like, endless omissions of coffee granules, somehow never managing to make that cup of coffee. Somehow when the kettle piped its finishing warning I pretended not to hear it. That's what Mike's leaving had been like, sudden and with an awful finality. I would rather just wallow in uncertainty than have things finished. I laughed at myself. Imagine getting all philosophical and sentimental
And yet it was a young woman who stared back at me from the mirror. A young woman full of promise and hope, a young woman with bright eyes and full lips just waiting to take on the world. I never loved Mike anyway. Besides there are more
He doesn't haunt my dreams as I feared that night. Instead I am flying far across fields and woods, looking down on those below me. Suddenly I fall to the ground and it is only when I wake up that I realize I was shot by a hunter, brought down by the burden of not the bullet but the soul of the man who shot it. I realize later, with some degree of understanding, that Mike was the hunter holding me down and I am the bird that longs to fly.
The next night my dream is similar to the previous nights, but without the hunter. I fly free until I meet another bird who flies with me in perfect harmony. I realize with some relief that there is a bird out there for me, there is another person, not necessarily a lover perhaps just a friend, but there is someone out there who is my soul mate. I think
相关单词：smashed
smashed解释：adj.喝醉酒的v.打碎，捣烂( smash的过去式和过去分词 )；捣毁；重击；撞毁（车辆）
smashed例句：
Several windows had been smashed. 几扇窗户劈里啪啦打碎了。
In time-honoured tradition, a bottle of champagne was smashed on the ship. 依照由来已久的传统，对着船摔了一瓶香槟。 来自《简明英汉词典》
相关单词：tiles
tiles解释：n.瓦片，瓷砖( tile的名词复数 )；扁平的小棋子
tiles例句：
The wind dislodged one or two tiles from the roof. 大风从屋顶上刮下了一两片瓦来。
On both slopes of the roof there are broken tiles. 屋顶的两面斜面都有破瓦片。 来自《简明英汉词典》
相关单词：immune
immune解释：adj.免疫的，有免疫力的，不受影响的，免除的
immune例句：
I am immune from the disease,for I had it once.我对这病有免疫力，因为我已得过一次了。
Be immune from corruption.拒腐蚀，永不沾。
相关单词：omissions
omissions解释：n.省略( omission的名词复数 )；删节；遗漏；略去或漏掉的事（或人）
omissions例句：
In spite of careful checking, there are still omissions. 饶这么细心核对，还是有遗漏。 来自《现代汉英综合大词典》
It has many omissions; even so, it is quite a useful reference book. 那本书有许多遗漏之处，即使如此，尚不失为一本有用的参考书。 来自《现代汉英综合大词典》
相关单词：uncertainty
uncertainty解释：n.易变，靠不住，不确知，不确定的事物
uncertainty例句：
Her comments will add to the uncertainty of the situation.她的批评将会使局势更加不稳定。
After six weeks of uncertainty,the strain was beginning to take its toll.6个星期的忐忑不安后，压力开始产生影响了。
相关单词：philosophical
philosophical解释：adj.哲学家的，哲学上的，达观的
philosophical例句：
The teacher couldn't answer the philosophical problem.老师不能解答这个哲学问题。
She is very philosophical
相关单词：sentimental
sentimental解释：adj.多愁善感的，感伤的
sentimental例句：
She's a sentimental woman who believes marriage comes by destiny.她是多愁善感的人，她相信姻缘命中注定。
We were deeply touched by the sentimental movie.我们深深被那感伤的电影所感动。
相关单词：haunt
haunt解释：vt.常出没于，使苦恼，萦绕；n.常去的地方
haunt例句：
The area was a haunt of criminals.这个地区是罪犯经常出没的地方。
The college library is a favorite haunt.大学图书馆是人们喜欢的地方。
