The Art of Bouncing Back

I think the center of my faith is an absolute certainty of good. Like everyone else, I get low and there are times when I feel as if I have my fins backwards and am swimming upstream in heavy boots. But even in these dark times, even though I feel cut off, perhaps, and alone, I am aware - even if distantly - that I am part of a whole and that the whole is true and real and good.

I have never had any difficultly in believing in God. I don't believe in a personal God and I don't quite see how it is possible to believe in a God who knows both good and evil and yet to trust in him. I believe in God, Good, in One Mind, and I believe we are all subject to and part of this oneness.

It's taken me time to understand words like "tolerance" and "understanding." I have given lip service to "tolerance" and to "understanding" for years but only now do I think I begin to understand a little what they mean. If we are all one of another, and this, though uncomfortably, is probably the case, then sooner or later we have got to come to terms with each other. I believe in the individuality of man, and it is only by individual experience that we can, any of us, make a contribution to understanding.

I've always been a bit confused about self and egotism（自负） because I instinctively felt both were barriers to understanding. And so in a sense they are.

I used to worry a lot about personality and that sort of egotism. I noticed that certain artists - musicians, for instance - would allow their personalities to get between the music and the listener. But others, greater and therefore humbler, became clear channels through which the music was heard unimpeded（畅通无阻的）. And it occurred to me, not very originally, that the good we know in man is from God so it is a good thing to try to keep oneself as clear as possible from the wrong sort of self. And it's not very easy, particularly if you are on the stage!

I am one of those naturally happy people even when they get low soon bounce back. In minor things like housekeeping and keeping in sight of letters to be answered I am a Planny-Annie. That is to say I get through the chores in order to enjoy the space beyond. But I do find that, believing in the operation of good as I do, I cannot make plans - important ones, I mean - but I must prepare the ground and then leave the way free as far as possible. This, of course, means being fearless and isn't fatalistic, because you see I believe that when I am faithful enough to be still and to allow things to happen serenely, they do. And this being still isn't a negative state but an awareness of one's true position.

Friends are the most important things in my life - that and the wonder of being necessary to someone. But these things pass and in end one is alone with God. I'm not nearly ready for that yet, but I do see it with my heart's eye.

I don't understand it entirely, but I believe there is only now and our job is to recognize and rejoice in this now. Now... Not, of course, the man-measured now of Monday, Friday, or whenever, but the now of certain truth. That doesn't change. Surely everything has been done - is done. Our little problem is to reveal and enjoy.

相关单词：fins

fins解释：[医]散热片；鱼鳍；飞边；鸭掌

fins例句：

The level of TNF-α positively correlated with BMI,FPG,HbA1C,TG,FINS and IRI,but not with SBP and DBP. TNF-α水平与BMI、FPG、HbA1C、TG、FINS和IRI呈显著正相关，与SBP、DBP无相关。 来自互联网

Fins are a feature specific to fish. 鱼鳍是鱼类特有的特征。 来自辞典例句

相关单词：backwards

backwards解释：adv.往回地，向原处，倒，相反，前后倒置地

backwards例句：

He turned on the light and began to pace backwards and forwards.他打开电灯并开始走来走去。

All the girls fell over backwards to get the party ready.姑娘们迫不及待地为聚会做准备。

相关单词：tolerance

tolerance解释：n.宽容；容忍，忍受；耐药力；公差

tolerance例句：

Tolerance is one of his strengths.宽容是他的一个优点。

Human beings have limited tolerance of noise.人类对噪音的忍耐力有限。

相关单词：instinctively

instinctively解释：adv.本能地

instinctively例句：

As he leaned towards her she instinctively recoiled. 他向她靠近，她本能地往后缩。 来自《简明英汉词典》

He knew instinctively where he would find her. 他本能地知道在哪儿能找到她。 来自《简明英汉词典》

相关单词：personalities

personalities解释：n. 诽谤，（对某人容貌、性格等所进行的）人身攻击； 人身攻击；人格, 个性, 名人( personality的名词复数 )

personalities例句：

There seemed to be a degree of personalities in her remarks.她话里有些人身攻击的成分。

Personalities are not in good taste in general conversation.在一般的谈话中诽谤他人是不高尚的。

相关单词：minor

minor解释：adj.较小(少)的，较次要的；n.辅修学科；vi.辅修

minor例句：

The young actor was given a minor part in the new play.年轻的男演员在这出新戏里被分派担任一个小角色。

I gave him a minor share of my wealth.我把小部分财产给了他。

相关单词：serenely

serenely解释：adv.安详地，宁静地，平静地

serenely例句：

The boat sailed serenely on towards the horizon.小船平稳地向着天水交接处驶去。

It was a serenely beautiful night.那是一个宁静美丽的夜晚。

相关单词：awareness

awareness解释：n.意识，觉悟，懂事，明智

awareness例句：

There is a general awareness that smoking is harmful.人们普遍认识到吸烟有害健康。

Environmental awareness has increased over the years.这些年来人们的环境意识增强了。

相关单词：entirely

entirely解释：ad.全部地，完整地；完全地，彻底地

entirely例句：

The fire was entirely caused by their neglect of duty. 那场火灾完全是由于他们失职而引起的。

His life was entirely given up to the educational work. 他的一生统统献给了教育工作。